Friday, October 2, 2009

and then i cried

Now I just feel stupid about my last post. Today is just a simply amazing day. I never thought that seeing TONS of medication and needles not meant for me would bring me to tears, but you learn really fast in this process that anything is possible. Sabrina has her medication, a lot of medication. This is really happening, for real, like in reality, where I live part of the time. Seeing the pictures brought me to tears. Never did I think this was going to happen. Through countless phone calls and tons of logistics, it all just seemed like I was watching a movie of someone else. Now it is real, we are really going to do this.











15 comments:

Circus Princess said...

Now that's a LOT of meds. For real. It's real. YAY, I'm so happy for you!! Keeping all possible limbs crossed for you!

emilythehopeless said...

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!

i don't think it's possible for me to be more excited. :D

Amani said...

You are so funny! I love your medicine photos.

Yes, Jaymee - it is real! You are on your way to becoming a mommy!!!!!!

Cyn said...

Yay!! All those needles are almost mesmerizing, aren't they?
I love the door organization idea!

It's REALLY gonna happen!!

Saige said...

Holy cow! That is crazy.

I am so excited for you. I wish you all the very best!

Kristin said...

Wow, that is a TON of meds! Such an exciting time ;)

Mama-Beans said...

WOOOOOOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! It's like the worlds *best* roller coaster, and we are on the ride of our lives! This part is the long slow climb up to the top of the first big dive.... Hands in the air, lady!

Barefoot said...

So excited for you that you're getting started. The meds really bring it all home!

Gabby said...

don't you feel the least bit silly about your last post. I read every word and cried with you. self-doubt is totally normal. if you weren't feeling that every now and then, you wouldn't be normal.

you have several things happen all at once, and sometimes it's just too much...

but yes, i am so glad you are in a better place now, and you need to remember, everyone wants to help you because they beleive (and I beleive) that you will be an amazing mother ... that's what you were meant to be.. i can't wait - i am so glad you are where you are now.. not much longer til the real fun starts!

Niki said...

What a lovely sight! I know just how exciting it is to see those meds. I wish I had thought of the idea of using a behind the door shoe holder for all of my meds. So very exciting for you!

FET Accompli said...

Hurray! Those are the "we are finally Doing and not just Waiting" meds. Yay!!!

Beautiful Mess said...

WOOOHOOOO!!!!! Let the good times roll, love! I'm so excited for ALL of you!
*HUGS*

Allison said...

Yes, it's real. I can totally relate to you. I felt the same way. It's like we spent so long doing all of the little necessary steps and then starting the meds, the the egg retrieval, then the transfer, then the home preg tests along with the 2WW. THEN........when it works. It's like, what other steps. All of the things stop.
Well, except for now buying everything :)

I'm so happy and truly excited for you guys. I'm so glad I stumbled onto your blog months ago. It's great to be following your journey.

I'm still one of your biggest cheerleaders (and not just in pounds LOL)

Congrats!!!!!!!!!!!

Circus Princess said...

Got a little surprise for you here:
http://circuschildren.blogspot.com/2009/10/for-me.html

BIG HUG!

PJ said...

That is quite the spread! I have mine in baskets now, but I love the shoe organizer! LOL!

Good luck to you!