the ~ spirit ~ of ~ the ~ river has been added to the blogs that i read. while most of the blogs kept track of by me are my family (this includes my friendfamily), this is someone i do not know. she is the person i want to become. nothing i can explain whit mere words, it makes me want to cry, smile, giggle, shout joyously, and everything else, all at the same time. i need to come up with a word for blog crushes. any suggestions, or words that exists that i, as a non-cool kid, don't know?